I did it. Big time. I made a mess on my desk the other day.
It really wasn't too bad, but I was upset. Totally! There was only half a cup of coffee and thankfully no cream--no sugar! I got it wiped up before too much damage was done. But I fussed and complained while I sopped up coffee.
I didn't get the message though so, naturally, there had to be a second.
Last night, in a huge hurry AGAIN, I knocked over a whole glass of water on my desk. BIG mess. Wet water went everywhere. I grabbed towels, jerked up important papers, blotted receipts and miscellaneous instructions and cried with every swipe. Why me? Why am I so clumsy? I keep making messes! I fumed and cried more. I slammed stuff and shoved stuff and fussed at everything in sight. There was as much self-pity wet tears on my face as there was wet water on my desk. I rushed to the bathroom and grabbed my hair drier, hoping to salvage some of the more important papers. As I stood at my desk, blowing hot air through a handfull of paper, it hit me.
I turned off the blower, hung my head, and cried tears of shame to my Lord. Only a few hours drive from our lovely, secure, dry, home in the Texas Hill Country lies the beautiful and sometimes peaceful Gulf Coast. When Ike ripped and roared through there a few weeks ago, people lost every thing they possessed except what they could stuff into a couple of suitcases. Everything. Not just a few damp papers that would dry. My friend's children lost their entire home and all its contents while they were welcoming a new grandbaby to the family in Oregon. All along South Texas, the papers, photographs, furniture, and clothes would not clean up nor dry. Things were ruined. Gone. Jobs were lost. Everything. Every thing.
I spent a long time last night pondering things. Material things. Some 'things' mean a lot. Some 'things' we accumulate mean nothing. I thought about my friend's son who had just become a grandfather. I thought about the new baby, a new life, a healthy, precious soul to be raised in the nurture and admonition of the Lord. They have no things left.
I thought about the life of God's own son that He gave so we His children can spend eternity with Him.
And, I thought about those irritating, daily, mundane situations that upset me.
Today, I'll hug Dear Heart extra big when he gets home from errands. Then when his daughter arrives in a little bit for a weekend visit, I'll greet her with a bigger than usual hug and I'll remind her how precious she is to me. I'll send a card to my Sunday School secret prayer partner and tonight we'll call our other kids.
And then I'll say an extra thank You to my Heavenly Father for reminding me what is really important. I will slow down.
I hope you will stop, slow down and remember how very special and dear YOU are!
Bessings from
Liz
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